f2.8

drip as the rain falls.
nothing better than a sleep in rainy saturday.
lazing around.
better described procrastinating.
listening to songs i cant make sense of.
driving me nuts.
bacon lettuce sandwich with a sprinkle of pepper.
sip of coffee.
my ideal saturday morning (..i thought)
snap.
photos to keep memory.
incase somewhere down the road i'd forget how it went by.
confused.
unscrambling thoughts of yesterday.
pouring.
as it gets louder.
torn on the inside.
unwinding anger into words.
reading messages i cant decipher.
trying to figure out all the befores n after.
questions i wish could be answered.
straight forward.
losing faith.
it dawns on me.
losing trust.
sooner or later.
losing it.
pull it together.
scenarios flip through my head.
investment. stock fall. something like that.
one mistake.
jealousy ontop of hatred.
10 seconds.
too late.
46 days.
more like a lifetime.

whats next?